Leona's

Monday, September 28, 2009

Fuck it man.

Its like 11 plus now...
Suppose to be in bed. But well, i'm here, working on my science project-.- AND I'M SUPER TIRED!!!
but lucky i finished it already.
Damn fucked up sia.
Used cousin's comp at first. Internet connection low. Can't use internet. Fuck.
Then, used auntie's laptop. Used msn. Kept on disconnecting. Irritating like fuck.
Super hungry... My back super tired lah... Fuck.
I dont know sia. Seriously damn tiring.
I was wondering... If i were to attend tuition today, the project would just die. Fuck.
So obviously, changed tuition to tomorrow instead. Fuck.
And i'm damn pissed off with slow replies nowadays. Fuck.
Seriously sia. Eyes closing. Damn tired. Fuck.
Hope there's no physics tomorrow. But there is. Fuck.
Stupid lah. Fuck lah.
Fucker msn! Kept on disconnecting.
Fucker internet. Cant connect properly. Fuck fuck fuck.
So irritated right now. Fuck.

Alone

Just finish doing physics project. Hahaha. What should i say? Hmm...
Well, today is like more of an emo emo day.
Was super scared and worried and sad yesterday night.
Something happened uh. Obviously.
Which left me hanging there... Thinking... Hoping it wasn't going to be what i'm afraid the most.
So, i thought real hard. Prayed damn hard.
Seriously hoping it wasn't gonna be the thing i'm thinking of.
I was super scared.
There wasn't really any clues... Just one line that you said.
Which really really seriously set me to think.
Smsed kohwee and luqman during that process.
Told luqman about it. He said 'don't worry, seriously' But how can i not lah.
I was telling kohwee i'm preparing myself for the worse to happen when she told me about mama. So she asked me what happened and i told her.
She's like my closest friend. Obviously i'll tell her.
This morning, smsed huiyu. Told her about it too.
She said worrying now cant help anything. All i could do is to wait.
Then also told her the hot and handsome malay guy went to the upper deck and i was very sad.
So she went like 'this kind of situation now you still can see your hot malay guy!' Hahaha. Something like that lah...
But he is hot okay. Sec3. Chai chee sec. Sound like a bad school? But he's hot.
Was super sad lah obviously! When reached school, didnt really talk.
Until i read that slip of paper and calmed down.
It wasn't that bad.
Wasn't what i was thinking of about the previous night. Lucky...
Thought of the worst thing that could happen so hard to the extent that i couldn't get to sleep...
It was damn scary okay. Hahaha.
But everything went well in class today(:
Sat beside huiyu for last 4 periods. Kept singing songs to huiyu.
Then she always threaten to divorce me. Hahaha.
So in the end, asked her 'i sing nice or not' She say 'not bad lah not bad lah' Hahaha.
But i know my singing sucks man...
Well, i guess everything's fine now.
Note to you: Don't hate your father. He is doing what he is suppose to as a dad. Don't ever ever tell me you don't wish to go home cause you know me, your parents, family, grandparents, friends, teachers, everyone, will be worried. Think positive lah!(: Don't be silly and think nobody cares okay(:
Smiley for you! :D

Saturday, September 26, 2009

A day has passed, a month as has passed...

I guess you would know.
I think...
I hope you know.
After every 3 minutes, the conversation would end.
Or maybe like 10-20 minutes? Which seems to pass by so fast.
Every word was spoken out with a smile.
However, no matter how long, 1hour, 2 hours, it would still be short to me.
Well, i understand lah.
You're tired. Gotta wake up early to go for churh service in the morning at 7.30...
Maybe i should go sleep too...
If you know, every bye, wasn't only said once.
So yeah...
Hope you know...(:

Fugee Flips!

Brought Fugee Flips to school today.
Wanna introduce to benedict. Hahaha.
And I didnt know benedict would be sucha gay to play with it!
And also act both of them are communicating.
So cute lah.
Oh. Fugee Flips is the dolphin David gave me on my birthday(:
Now, Fugee Flips know... Kohwee, woanting, huiyu, kimberlie, chengsuan, benedict. Forgot still got who.. Hahhaa.
And there's a hole! So sad.
Gonna sew back. Haha.
Its super soft and it smells nice although there isn't any perfume on him.
I love Jonghun!(:

Thanks Ariel(:

Was helping someone with his blog today.
And apparently, i totally forgot how to do everything. Cause it was Ariel who helped me with my blog.
So, called ariel to ask how to do it. Hahaha.
And it was a success!
Talked to her for like so long just for the blogger thing. Hahaha.
But well, the person's blog is nice now!
And oh yah, Thanks ariel for helping!
If it's me, i would just hang up on the person cuz the person is so bloody noob about blog.
And, i love my current blogskin! Nice(: Heeheeee.
Love our current class blog's blogskin too!
So yellowish and nice.
Wow.
3 posts today.
Waiting for something now... Hope it happens.

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

Had been listening to Taylor Swift's songs recently cuz we listened to -you belong with me- during english class on friday.
So i also listened to -our song- by taylor swift. It totally reminded me of something uh.
Taylor Swift's songs are like somewhat related to me lah.
For our song, there's one line that goes
-When we're on the phone and you talk real slow cuz its late and your mama dont know.
Hahaha.

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel,
the other on my heart.

I look around, turn the radio down,
He says 'baby is something wrong?'
I say nothing i was just thinking how we dont have a song
And he says

Our song is the slamming screen door
sneakin' out late tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cuz its late and your mama dont know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first time, man, i didnt kiss her and i should have
And when i got home, before i said amen
Asking God if we could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away.

Got to the hallway, we'll be on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cuz its late and your mama dont know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first time, man, i didnt kiss her and i should have
And when i got home, before i said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song

Cause our song is a slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone, and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama dont know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, i didnt kiss him and i should have
And when i got home, before i said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
Play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And i...wrote down our song

There's so many things i wanna blog about...
But i dont have the mood to.
Lazy. Why is this so? I dont know... D:
Exams are coming.
And i haven't even start my revision.
Fuck.
I totally screwed up my chinese oral.
Reading passge part was okay, except for the conversation.
Fuck it man...

Friday, September 25, 2009

25092009 windy?(:

Had fun today!
During english class, some guys were asked to sing 'you belong with me' by taylor swift. And taylor swift is like sucha chiobu lah.
Its a nice song! Hahaha. I like the line 'and you've got a smile that light up this whole town' very nice uh...
Was totally fun with huiyu, woanting and kohwee. Sat with huiyu in class today(:
TAYLOR SWIFT IS SUCHA CHIOBU!
Listening to her songs now... Nice nice(:
Went to the airport today! Wanted to see aeroplane... But no aeroplane arrive/depart. So sad. And all of them are like Singapore Airlines only...-.-
So bored loh... After that, had tuition.
Was sorta tired. But it wasn't that bad during tuition. Not that tired.
Hope next time go airport can see something new(:

Monday, September 21, 2009

I used this as my msn display picture yesterday. Okay lah maybe not say 'used' cuz i will use it again. Hahaha.
Then, Kimberlie came to talk to me.
And she thought my display picture was an old man! -screams!-
So obviously, replied back in caps and exclamation marks. Hahaha.
Then she said 'i knew you would scold me one' something like that.
Hahaha. Good that she know!
But i really like it when Jonghun's hair is blonde.
Then today, Kimberlie commented on blonde hair dont go well with black eyebrows.
Sort of agreed. But who cares? He's still so handsome and i love him. Haha.
I love it when he have blonde hair with shades.
That's freaking handsome.
And must seriously listen to his music skills mannnn....
And, STUPID LUQMAN!
Say i blind when i say Jonghun handsome and showed him Jonghun's picture-.-
So i said i hate him.
Then he say 'hate me means benedict ugly' Hahaha.
Since when did i say he's handsome. Hahahaha. Okay lah i did lah. But not now already. Haha.
So i just say its because Luqman's jealous.
That's why he say Jonghun not handsome and say i blind.
So, obviously, he showed me the -.- face. Hahaha.
Picture i use as dp(:

*Remember:
Luqman's just jealous. Hahahaha.
And what a stupid comment he commented on facebook-.-

Sunday, September 20, 2009

21092009 sunny

Woke up at 1030 for tuition...

Apparently, weather was hot.

But rather, was down with flu...

In other words, I'm sick D:

Still have to go school tomorrow...

Oral and cca phototaking.

But if there's no oral and phototaking, i would still go to school uh.

It had been a long weekend. 3 days break.

Have to go back(:

Should i cut my hair? But i'm lazy...

Hope my flu recovers soon...

Not in any sequence(:

5 husbands. Haha.
Actually not in any sequence. But currently, i'm more crazier over Jonghun(:

Dai Yang Tian(:

He's cute, handsome, love his voice. He doesn't have a china accent(:

He's from shanghai anyways(: Hahaha.

He's super cute when he speak english! He had a show about malaysia one.

Then he ask this man, 'Can i eat?' Cuz apparently, the fruit seems inedible lah. Hahaha. So cute...

And also table of glory.

By the way, i can't believe i didn't remember him from his first show! The first singapore show he acted in. D:

Some show with michelle chia. He wasn't that attractive at that time uh.
Until little nyonya. So handsome(: Haahaa.

He acted as Japanese. Photographer too. Was super cute(:

Joshua Ang(:
Can you see his face? Haha. Cuz i sorta enlarged this picture.

He completed ns. So fast. Wow.

He's like quite muscular uh.

He's cute, handsome, talented(:

He plays the piano. Haha. His grade quite high i think.

Guys who play piano might seem quite gay to some. But i think its just cute lah.

Cuz piano is more of a girl thing to learn than compared to a guy thing. So if guys play piano, i will think it's kind of sweet(:

And do you even realise? He acted in one show with tay pin hui. But only acted abit. Is the police show with dawn one.

ShiaLaBeouf(:

Guess what was my reaction when i watched transformers1 and saw Shia LaBeouf acting as Samuel.

I was like wtf lah. Cuz the first show i saw him act in was 'even stevens' on disney channel. Hahahaha.

I thought he wasn't really fit to act in transformers lah.

But bumblebee made me love him man... Hahaha.

Bumblebee so hot can!

Okay lah. Shia might not have a great body, but he's just handsome and cute. Haha.

He totally looked super grown up in transformers as compared

to even stevens.

Was shocked, obviously. Haha.

His lips very nice...

He looks hot at some angle. He's cute, handsome(:

David Henrie(:
His body is like so damn freaking hot. Haha.
I started to realise about his beautiful eyes in one of the wizards of waverly place episode.
Grayish-green! So damn hot lah... He is like hilarious, cute, handsome, hot(:
He doesn't look like those with such hot body if you just look at his face. Okay, maybe he does. But who cares lah.
He's just so freaking hot. -screams-
He look all manly here. Hahaha. Maybe you should try watching wizards of waverly place.
He's really cute in there.
Selena Gomez's hot too. Haha. His lips are very sexy...His eyes... Omg. If i were to just stare into his eyes for just 1 second, i could just faint.

Choi JongHun(:
Jonghun just fits pink to me. Haha.
There's this hairstyle of his, very nice...When he had blonde hair/golden brown.
For the music video, 'i hope' He had golden-brown-going-blonde hair with shades. That's like so freaking hot and handsome.
Out of the 5 of them, Jonghun is the only singer/musician and the other 4 are actors. Haha.
And his pose is really cute!(:
He plays the guitar and piano. Be it electric or classic guitar(: So talented... Hahaha.
His eyes are like very seductive. And his actions are super cute!(:

Hahaha. Okay, that's all for my 5 husbands(:

Currently, i'm more addicted to Jonghun lah... Hahaha.

Seriously must listen to him solo his guitar. So damn freaking talented lah.

There's a new Dai Yang Tian show coming up either in October or November.

Can't remember...

But it's surely gonna be nice!(:

2 years later, Shia LaBeouf will come back with transformers3. I hope. Hahaha.

David Henrie, continue with his wizards of waverly place.

Joshua Ang, hope he have some new shows coming up!(:

And i know at their description i said hot, handsome, cute. Hahaha.

Which makes me sound all bimbotic.

But they really are!(:

And yay! Gonna meet Tifflin on thursday.

Never see her for soooo long.

She damn chio now okay. Hahaha.

Heeheeee. Can't wait(:

Friday, September 18, 2009

Complicated

So many things happen in our class recently... Cho sad. Hahaha.
And, to this person, maybe you should reflect on what you did.
Hey, we're your friends for like almost 2 years and this is how you treat us?(Might be short uh. But Wtf.)
Although you didnt do it to me, its still kind of unhappy to know you do such things.
Rather, you let people sacrifice for you.
This might be ruining your future you know...
As a friend, advise you, stop(:

Pizza!

Supposed to have oral today. But Miss Yap got tired, so did we. Actually not really... We were just happy lah.
Anyone would be happy to have their orals postponed. Okay maybe most.
And she called pizzahut delivery. Woots! And i only had one slice... Hahaaha.
So nice right. The way Miss Yap speak chinese is like...Funny. Hahaha!
By the way, you know below your tongue got this flap flap thing. And mine tear alittle.
Bleed abit... Pain.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Courage Challenge

Okay. Just finish watching The Courage Challenge between Kaykay and Paul Twohill.
Guess what. I was eee-ing all the way.
They are like trying to challenge who's more courageous uh. They eat disgusting stuff mannn...
Like... insects. Something that looks like spiders, crickets, silkworm... And the last was crocodile claws. Oh my gosh lah. But i guess that crocodile claw wasn't that bad cuz Paul Twohill continued to eat it although the challenge's over. Hahaha.
If it was me, i would like just cry lah. Its so freaking disgusting can. And when they chew on the insect, can hear the 'crispy crispy' sound. Gosh...
Oh! And must watch the baking challenge. Hilarious. Psychic challenge too. Kaykay's hot.. Hahaha.The truth or dare challenge was like... Horny. LOLOLOLOLOL.

Xiaxue's Guide to life.

I just happen to watch chick vs dick yesterday night. Which is kay kay vs paul twohill and kaykay's really pretty. Hahahaha. And paul twohill is like...funny.
But happened to watch xiaxue's guide to life today. At first, i was just watching the one about kissing a girl. And its like really interesting lah. I know it makes me sound like a lesbian but i'm not. So yeah. And they close up you know. Xiaxue was saying she hopes to kiss someone with tongue piercing cuz it feels sexy? Hahaha. So she chose kaykay. It was damn cool lah.
Then i went to watch this video about her getting her tongue pierced.
It doesn't look that scary. But it'll get swollen after you pierce for like 4-5 days. The needle seems rather easy to poke through.
She made me wanna get a tongue piercing!(just saying...) But to me, if guys got tongue piercing, its like gay. Don't like it.
I watched a series of her guide to life. Haha. Also watched the episode about being blonde. Bleach your eyebrows, tan your skin, dye your hair golden blonde! Hahaha. And one of her reason for getting blonde hair is that it gives her an excuse of being bimbotic. Hahaha.
Also watched her BFF challenge thing. The Alfred guy looks quite cute. Haha. And Andie is like gorgeous? Hahaa.
Alfred pierce his nose himself sia... Wow. Damn pain.
But in the end, Xiaxue chose julianne and andie for the finalist. They're funny loh. And DOM for them refers to dirty old man. Hahaaa.
You should watch the episode when they needa think of an alternative way to wear bikini and see what Alfred did. Super funny okay! And the episode where they needa put on fake eyelashes. Hahahaha.
And seriously, she made me wanna get tongue piercing... But obviously i can't uh.. D:
For the chick vs dick, one episode, kaykay needa do what guys do and paul twohill needa do what girls do. Hilarious. Hahaha. Should also watch the one about styling each other's hair. Paul twohill styled kaykay's hair as mohawk. Hahaha. And kaykay made paul twohill's hair look like a total babe. For Singapore Idols, paul twohill's hair was like all over his face but for chick vs dick, his hair was like freaking long and he uses hairband to push his fringe up(:
He somewhat looks cute lah...
And... She seriously make me feel like getting tongue piercing. D:

You could start watching videos of her guide to life here! (:
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8&v=155
I forgot the link for chick s dick... Hahaha. Should be can find from there too lah...

Friday, September 11, 2009

You should know.

After every conversation on the phone, did you even realise most of the time it was you who couldn't talk? I'm not trying to blame you for this... Just trying to say. And, i would always know what you would wanna say when you want to hang up.
If i'm using the comp and listening/watching video of jonghoon, you'll say 'okay lah. You go watch okay.' Then, followed by, 'i go sleep'. But maybe i'm like trying to get used to it. However, there's still this emptiness.

By the way, today was the last band practice.
Exam break.
Bored.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

10'09'2009

Went for self prac today... After that, met up with benedict, xavier and keith to go for lunch.
At first, i thought xavier is like...serious? Hahaha. Apparently, he's not that. Throughout the whole thing, the guys were laughing non stop cuz of something lah. Hahhaa.
Then xavier was like trying to act serious. But in the end, they still ended up bursting out in laughters.
It's cool to know xavier though. Hahaha. And didnt know keith laughed so much.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Maybe it's kind of shocking to some, but do you remember, last year, me, huiyu, sergio and teck soon were like the best of friends. Hahaha. Then after school, went to long john silvers to eat. Then after that, dont know what happened. Didn't hang out with them anymore.
This year, for the picking litter period of time, was close to kimberlie, teck soon and denzel. Now, is huiyu, kohwee and woanting. But, also, got closer to kimberlie, sergio and malav after my birthday thing. Hahaha.
Oh. And yes, will update about my birthday some other day. Although it would be a very very late update about it. So, had been texting sergio for the past few days and realised that we eventually got closer. Haha. And i totally had no idea i would text him like almost everyday. Cool skaterboy. Haha.

Kohwee lead to......

I can't remember if its this year or last year. Cuz kohwee had her menses and she didnt bring bag. So she put the pad in my bag.

And apparently after so long, she forgotten about it i guess. So the pad is still in my bag-.-

Then went out with benedict yesterday. Was chasing after 196. So while i was reaching for my ez link, the pad was like somewhat stuck with my ez link(sounds gross i know). Then i take out my ez link, and the pad flew out. Apparently, benedict saw uh. It didnt really flew out and landed on the ground lah... Just flew but i held it lah. Was super embarrassing okay...

Okay okay. Gonna throw it away already. So embarrassing sia. And the best part was that benedict saw. Omg... Hahaha.

Took 196 for the whole day yesterday. From bedok interchange, took 196 to neptune court. Then wanted to go marine parade to take 15 home. So took 196 again. But after that, decided to take mrt from eunos. So cross the overhead bridge and missed 15. Then 196 came and we took 196 again. Alighted few stops after that then walked to some bus stop which i dont know what to wait for bus. While waiting for bus, saw jerald! Hahaha. Chatted. Bus came, left. Hahaha.

So took 3 196. It's just conincidental. Hahahhaa.

And the kohwee thing was like embarrassing. Gosh...

Firstly,
My baby vampire teeth shaking... Maybe that's a good thing uh. But, UNCOMFORTABLE! Maybe like school reopen go dentist to extract... Haiyah. And you know what, you cant trust the dentist there mann... That time they extract my tooth, 2 injections, super painful. Cry like mad. Hahaha.
Secondly,
Holidays seems to pass by so fast... Its already wednesday and i've yet to touch my homeworks. Passing by fast could be a good thing too! Heeheeee.

By the way, was damn embarrassing in band today.
Was playing crash. Was counting obviously. So, i crash when its my part. But who knows, the song end already... -.- And i crashed super loud. Hahaha. Okay lah. Damn embarrassing for me lah. Then was playing timpani. Had 4 bars to change notes. But i seem to have shrot legs and was slow. So while my left leg was stretched to the left side, i hit the 3rd timpani and i came in early-.- So obviously i look damn retarded. And for a time, one of my sticks flew out-.- Hahaha.
Maybe i should start with homework tomorrowwwwwww...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Suspension much?

Hmm... Okay let's put it this way. I was punished for 1 day suspension for cheating during a test. Haha. First, went to foyer in the morning. Sit there and waited. Mr A gives me paper. Ask me write report of what happened. So i write uh. And i forgot i sort of copied haziq's answers too. So i didnt write i copied his answers. Sumpah i really forgot okay. So i didnt write it down. Then Mr B came in. And see haziq and my report and said 'It seems like you're lying and both of your reports are different'. Obviously, was shocked. Then awhile later, Mr extra came in. I looked at Mr B when he talk uh. Then he was like 'We have classes you know. But now we're here talking to you. So to make it easy, co-operate with us' Something like this lah. Then i was like okay. And i really really forgot i copied his answers. Sumpah. Then Mr extra was like 'first you want cheat. Now you want lie' Wah fucktard man. I was trying to explain lah. Then he cut and say 'You had one day to think of what happened and then you wrote heaziq copy your answer. Then now we talk about it, you suddenly remember you copied his answer. SUDDENLY you know'. And as i said, i really forgot i copied his answers cuz he say to me 'eh wrong lah. Is draw'. Then i look then i do again.
So when Mr B said i was lying, obviously i've been like accused for what i didnt do lah. And trying to hold back my tears. I seriously hate it when people accuse me. And all along, from the beginning, i'm trying to look as though i'm very sorry already you know. Not at the least defiant. AT ALL.
When he come talk to me, he said 'Why now our class like that. First is nic2 and farah. Then donald. Then you. You also want join in the fun is it. I dont even know if i should trust you as a green rep or not. And that time i asked about nic1 and marcus, i dont even know if you're lying' I was damn fucked up. But didnt say anything. Just hoping he could finish talking fast and leave. And, hey green rep leh. All the green rep duties i did, you were there to see. Like every wednesday the recycle bin thing. I DO INFRONT OF YOU OKAY. NOT LIKE YOU NEVER SEE.
Then when Mr A came to me and said 'Leona. I know you're very remorseful. And that you've been a good girl. I know you're trying to help a friend and you're kind hearted. But this is not the way to help if you want to you know...' He used to be my favourite teacher okay. FAVOURITE. Cuz he doesn't look down on NA. Not say now i dislike him uh. But there's a gap in between already. And yesterday, Miss M walk pass me in the foyer. I was looking at her. She sort of looked at me too. She look while then look away as though she dont recognise me. What the fuck is this lah. But i'll just see how my next lesson with her would be... Hmm...
So, my suspension was like from 7.30-5. damn boring. And i sit on the chair for like the whole day sia. Butt super pain. So while i was stoning there, another extra person come and say 'why are you here? Cheating ah. Now you know our school take cheating very seriously right. In exams if you cheat, straight away 0 and ban from all other exams you know. Then now you need to sit here. Its embarrassing right. Now you know the seriousness?' Woah damn retarded can.
The security guard very nice loh. Come talk to me and ask if i need go eat or not. Hahaha.
Like very fast, school end already. Then someone lend me ipod to listen while i continue to stone there. Hahaha. Then the basketballers came to the foyer to do warm up. Damn funny sia their warm up. Then i was staring at the coach. LOLOLOLOLOL. Then smsed zat and junkai to tell them i'll only go for band at 5 cuz of suspension. Hahaha. Then denzel was like i hope i also can 5 then go band loh. You so good sia. But trust me. I would rather go for band than to stone there the whole day.
Oh yah. Then Mr farris meeting my mother to talk about this-.- And most probably to get back my report slip. Argh. And, i'm doing you a favour by being a green rep okay. You ask the class who wanna be uh. Always getting your hands dirty in arranging all the newspaper. Pfft.
Actually i feel like advising someone here although i did something wrong.
Please try to think before you try to act that you have good vocabulary. (: