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LEONA!
Band person

5 love ones.
-Dai Yang Tian
-Joshua Ang
-David Henrie
-Shia LaBeouf
-Choi JongHun
Note: Not in any sequence(:

Don't frown, because you wouldn't know who would fall for your smile(:
1st September 1995! Teehee. Virgo

9 FACTS ABOUT ME!! :D
1) Love subway rainbow cookies.
2) DYT, JOSHUA, SHIA, DAVID, JONGHUN!
3) Fringe ain't bangs(:
4) Some says i look mix blood-.-
5) Loves green, orange, hot pink, gray.
6) Dumb...
7) Ft island(:
8) Love to daydream.
9) Love Dave Pelzer(:

msn: cutecupid95@hotmail.com



WISHLIST
-LAMBORGHINI

- BUILD-A-BEAR

- ADIDAS JACKET

- PUMA JACKET

- NEW BAG

- BIG CAREBEAR

- HUSKY

- ELMO BAG

- DOMO BAG

- A HOODIE

- HIGH SOCKS

- COLOURFUL SOCKS

-NEW PAIR OF SLIPPERS
Sunday, November 29, 2009

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BENEDICT POH! :D
You're forteen now. Grow up okay!(:

Saturday, November 28, 2009
F.T ISLAND!

Went to Novena with sister, Kohwee, Huiyu and Woanting today to find my mother.
Then went to Dhoby Ghaut!
Obviously, to collect the F.T Island stuffs(:
Had the shirt, hand wash thing, mask, box, keychain(:
Then i'm so happy lah!! Woots!

There's like another 2 people there so i asked them who they like in F.T Island.
One like MinHwan and the other like JaeJin.
When the girl said MinHwan, Woanting was like kicking me. Lol.
That girl who like JaeJin is like.. Omg..
She got the JaeJin badge which she make it herself. Then her purse put JaeJin's photo. Got F.T Island handphone strip. Omg.

And so far, from what we've seen, none of them are chio except for us. Lol. Kidding...
As in the fans uh.
They like wanna copy korea girls sia... The hairstyle everything. Omg.

We are still the most normal one. Wahaha.
None of them are pretty. Lol. Lucky. Woots!(:

Had an awesome day today!
Went to Kohwee's house with Woanting after that. Huiyu went off.
Watched HPC but changed to KP cuz HPC was boring. Haha.
And KP was interesting!! -Woanting choose one-

Kowawaa's leaving tomorrow... D:
To Malaysia. For tennis competition..
WE WILL MISS YOU KOWAWAA!!!!
3 weeks... 21 days... D:
Take care(:
Come back with good news and better get some medal or trophy back.
All the best Kowawaa! Take care and good luck(:

Thursday, November 26, 2009
Practice Room '09

Was relaxed and not nervous.
Then when playing Rondo, suddenly damn scared...
And i dropped my sticks. D:

Thanks Sangeetha for helping me iron the shirt!(:
I know its kind of like...troublesome. So, THANKS(:

Played wrong note...
Rushed/slowed down...
Panicked... Damn scared although i had dark chocolate...

It's over.. Next one shall be a better one(:

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Went to Huiyu's house on saturday for buffet!!!
Then me and Woanting damn cheapskate. Lol.
After the buffet, the leftovers, we dabao home. Haha.
Before the buffet, we watched the orphanage in the living room with huiyu's family.
Then me and kowawaa kept hiding behind the pillow to cover our face. Cuz we very scared.
There's once, there's a bang. Then Kohwee jump up. SO FUNNYYYY. And she scared me too.
But, coming to think of it, it isnt that scary leh.. no ghost one...

OMG. CONCERT IS IN 3 DAYSSSSSSSS

I slept for almost the whole day yesterday. Woke up at only 5pm...
Cuz i had nothing to do. So i sleep... Lol.
I'm so bored todayyyyyy... Hungry hungry...
I SHALL BE THE NEXT DOUBLE BASSIST(:

Friday, November 20, 2009
Fuck everything

Imagine. Someone came to you and say.
'You screw up your solo. You screw up the percussion ensemble. you screw up the whole song'
It's hurting. Although its kind of true, but hey, wth.

I dont get dinner last night.
Bet i'm not gonna get any today too.

I fucking hate the sight of my uncle.
My mom/auntie asked why i didnt go out to have dinner.
He fucking say 'computer lah. Phone lah' and he repeated that fucking phrase for like 4 fucking times.
Mother fucker.
What's wrong with my using computer and phone?!
Its not like he's gonna pay for my phone bills. Why fucking bother.

It always go 'its up to you if you want or not'. So its kind of like they dont bother if you think otherwise.
Me not getting any dinner... Hmm...
Okay fine. If that's what they want, i will not eat.
I'd rather suffer. I'd rather not eat. i'd rather make them feel bad about it.
Cuz if they do not care, why should i?

I've said it before. I wont cry cuz of my family anymore.
But its just... Fuck it lah.
Fuck everything.
I HATE THE SIGHT OF YOU. get it? YOU!
Mother fucker.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Counting...

1 more day to open house.
7-8 more days to concert.
Wooooooo~ Wahahaha.
I wanna go overseas!!!
Feel like going Kohwee's house now... ):

Overslept and didnt go for tuition today. Haha.
But it was postponed to 4.30 in the afternoon... So bored lahh...

I think i'm not normal.. Abnormal...
Maybe? Different from others?
I dont know... I think i've changed in views...
I dont mind it. Thus i dont mind being it.
Maybe that's why i'm like this.. Hmm...
Well, i dont mind if i am in the future. Haha.

2012 with Kohwee!

Went to watch 2012 with Kohwee after band today.
Its like the first 4th row from the front.
Then we asked for Jennifer's body. The person say okay. Then she say may i check your ic please? I need to see if you're 16.
I was like errr... i'm not 16 yet... nevermind i'll get 2012.
Then i was like so tired lah. My neck was super tired.
Lol.
The movie was nice!!! I cried D: Hahaha.
But it's very nice!(:
The dog very cute. Weeeee~
I wanna watch it againnnnnnnnnn....
Through out the movie i keep saying 'i very scared. So scary...' to Kohwee.
Bet she very irritated. Hahaha.

After movie, went to meet up with Woanting and Huiyu.
Went to eat dinner. Laughed alot!
Was so funny lah. Too bad Huiyu and Woanting didnt join us for movie cuz they got CO.
Muahahahaha!

Monday, November 16, 2009

KEY FROM SHINEE IS SO CUTE. Lols.
I think his name is key...


Omg. Today is sucha boring dayyyyyyy......
I'd rather have band...
I'm like stuck at home but have to go for tuition later..
Its seems like i didnt have enough sleep...
Cuz one of my double eyelid ain't there D:
Tsk.
I've done alot of facebook quizzes and almost all of them are the same-.-
So i've decided to do something more meaningful and fun!
Go on youtube and search for something.
Sharron would know what(:
Dont think dirty please. Hahas.


ANYONE GOT BOOKS THAT YOU DONT WANT ANYMORE???
FOR SEC3. ANY BOOKS.
TELL ME PLEASE(:
ESPECIALLY THOSE BOOKS THAT ARE EXPENSIVE. DO TELL ME IF YOU DONT WANT YOUR BOOKS(:
THANKS:D


Sangeetha and Joanna came back for band today!
Haha. Went for lunch.
Joanna told us something damn hilarious.
But i was stunned. So i just starred at her face blankly.

Band practice was kind of sad today. I dont know why but i felt sad lah.
I wasnt concentrating well i guess.
During First suite, my mind was like floating around. Then never count..
Then Rondo i also never count then lost count.

Then i was very sad....
I play First suite like got panic attack. Lols.
Cuz i panicked. That's why i didnt count properly... Haha.

FishVille

FishVille is getting fun-ner and fun-ner!!!
That time saw Kohwee playing but thought it was boring. Then decided to try.
But its fun!!!
You see the fish grow big, its like so happy lah!
But there's this fish. Small small very cute.
Then when it grew bigger, its so fat and ugly!!!
But that's the fish that could sell for the most money currently.
JUST UNLOCKED CLOWN FISH!!!
EH SO CUTE SIAAAAAAAAA. Woohooooooo!(:

Saturday, November 14, 2009
I hate this part

I hate the fact that you have to suddenly say you would call me back awhile later when i'm telling you about something which i'm happy about.
When you said that, I was so sad.
But what to do? I can't do anything.
I've always wanted you to accompany me.
But i would ask you to go sleep. Cuz you're tired.
And most of the time, you would say you go off.
I'm happy cuz you rest but i'm sad you just go off.
I might just fake a laughter. But i'm sad. Do you get it?


Just realised that i didnt have a coloured post for so long..

Slept at 4am last night.
Wanted to sleep but was webcamming with Jamie.
I wanted to sleep and that horny bastard dont allow me to sleep.
So i was like..... Half dead. Haha.
Somemore i had band at 1030 the next day, which is today..
Obviously, was tired!
Went to kbox with family at around 3plus.
Laughed alot and played really hard. It was really fun(:

Talked to Kohwee on the phone for like freaking long when i reached home at night.
Then went to play FishVille in facebook.
My fish grew!!! And i was so happy.
The fish tank was dirty. So i panicked. Smsed Kohwee and realised cleaning off the dirt was so easy. Lols.
The fish so cute lah!
But some take damn long to grow. So i was starring at that tank for like so long. I didnt realise though.
Until Kohwee said 'you dont have to keep on looking at the tank' then i stopped and load the drama. Hahas.
The drama is so funny. Lols.

It was really fun today although i was tired(:

Family Portrait

A week passed and it seemed like things are getting better.
The family was back to 4 and the girl was enjoying herself.
One day, the four of them went to sing and laughed alot. ALOT.
The girl was happy.
She hope what happened before would not happen again.
She enjoyed herself and would always pray and hope for the better(:

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Lol! Kohwee, huiyu and woanting's at home house now!
So exciting!!!
Jianhuo. You're going down!!!
HI I AM WOANTING I LOVE HONGKI :D
Woanting's so in love right now.
Go mi nam! Woots!
Hungry... Hahas.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Fuck Messenger.

Okay, so it was 10 and i wanna use the comp.
Needa chat with someone online.
Then, when i wanted to sign in, something popped out asking me to install newest messenger thing.
I tried to click it away then sign in but that thing pop out again. So i had no choice but to install.
That fucking instalment took like bleeding half an hour to load.
Then when i went online after the instalment, the person went offline-.-
So obviously i was very pissed off lah!
Stupid messenger.
And after it was installed, it still looked the same-.- Nothing changed. Wtf.

Monday, November 9, 2009

I'm at Kohwee's house now. Lols.
I'm so addicted to without words! Omg...
Her maid is cooking maggee for me!!! (:
Hello I'm Kohwee.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I WANNA LEARN PIANO AGAIN! AND GUITAR AND VIOLIN!
Piano and guitar is because of Jonghun. Hahas.
He plays the piano and the guitar real well(:
Violin is because i think its really instrumental and nice.
If you play it well, people will really be mesmerised by the song.
Let's include saxophone, trumpet, horn and flute as well!
I'm currently very addicted to without words.
Me love Go Mi Nam. Haha.
Piano shall become part of my life again and after that, shall go for guitar and violin.
Maybe can learn guitar for free. Learn from cousin. Hahas(:
'Section lunch' on friday was fun!
We finished eating within 15-30 minutes. And we had 2 hours break.
So went to Cold Storage and bought sweets, chocolates, chips.
Went back to school's canteen and eat. Played truth or dare too.
But it wasnt really that exciting though. Hahas.
The one i played previously was kind of more 'shiok'.
Cuz the dare is really very dare kind. Haha. So its more fun.
We cant do much as 1) We're in school, O levels on. 2) With sec1s and seniors. Not friends.
Haha. It more fun to play with classmates uh(:
No offence percussion!:D

Saturday, November 7, 2009
Family Portrait

A week passed, the girl was happy as the mother talked to her.
It was a simple conversation yet the girl felt really happy about it.
Mother 'Hey, i've helped you top up your card and bought concession. This holidays you kept going to school. So i bought it for you'
The girl didnt say anything. But she was happy that at least she felt that her mother still care.
She was really happy but dare not show out.
Weekends are approaching which means more problems as well.
Friday, mother got angry again.
The girl was using the computer and her mother came in and plug out the internet connection as the girl was supposed to bathe instead of using the computer.
Obviously, the girl tried to connect it back. Sadly, failed.
After many attempts(failed), she decided to give up and go to bed.
But she couldnt get to sleep. Her mother was scolding her indirectly.
She took out a notebook and wrote everything down.
Crying of course. She cried for an hour.
She didnt cry because of the computer but because of the disappointment in her mother and family.
She hope that everything would go back to normal and they could be as happy as before.
She felt that no one understands her. She was sad.
While she was crying, which was in the night, she felt hungry as she didnt have dinner.
But she dare not go out there and tell her parents.
She's wondering why her parents doesnt really care about her and are bias.
She's wondering in what way, would the parents show her care and love.
Must she be sick so that they would care?
Must she starve herself to the brink of death then they would care?
But the girl didnt think that much. She just hope tomorrow would be a better day.
She was sick afew days ago. She didnt tell anyone except her close friends.
She dare not tell her family members. Maybe they would just blame her for causing herself to be sick etc.
She was sufferring a lil as she had difficulties breathing. She was down with flu.
She wakes up in the middle of the night as she felt uncomfortable and had to breathe.
And yet, dare not tell anyone.
No matter how many devils there are, there would still be an angel.
Her aunt came to her and asked if she's feeling okay.
She didnt answer and just walk away quietly. She doesnt want to cause anymore trouble.
For a day, she didnt look at her mother. She didnt talk to her mother.
For a whole complete day.
As she cried in the night, she went to school the next day and her eyes were sore.
Seniors asked if she's alright.
She smiles and says yeah. Thinking, it would be better if she smiles in school and not tell anyone about it.
The family portrait, was left with only 3 people...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Bought a Choi JongHun keychain!
It just write F.T Choi JongHun in korean.
Not that big. Tiny tiny.
And it costs 4 bucks.
But i dont mind(:
Omg! I cant wait for episode 11 to come out!!
So in love with Go Mi Nam. She's a girl anyways.
Just act like guy in the show.
I'm so in love with Jonghun and Go Mi Nam!(Park Shin Hye)(:
Went back to school today. For percussion ensemble.
Then my leg got like 4 blisters-.-
Went for lunch with Kohwee huiyu and woanting. Hahas.
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH JONGHUN AND PARK SHIN HYE!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009
So in love

I'm so in love.
He is such a beautiful guy.
He's sweet, tall, handsome, hot. Everything you wish for.
He could make girls fall in love with him and make guys jealous.
Where to find this kind of guy. Hahas.
He's a musician.
Guitarist.
Pianist.
What more could i ask for?
I'm happy enough if i could see him.
He is just like an angel.
When he put that band around his head.
I'm so in love with him.
What should i do?
He is more than i could ever ask for.
I'm happy just as i could see him, touch him.
He can sing, play the guitar and the piano.
Such a wonderful guy.
I hope he's reality.
He is such a nice person.
I would wanna know him.
Jonghun...(:

Sunday, November 1, 2009
Family Portrait

There use to be 4 people in this house. In the living room, laughing.
Now, 3 of them are still in the living room laughing.
The other 1 locked herself in her room and sob here and then.
Why is it becoming like this?
Where is this story going?
What would be the outcome of it?
What would happen to the girl?
No one knows.
No one could predict anything.
Only hopes for the better.
Why is there a drastic change?
The reason the girl doesnt wanna go out is because she finds no reason to be as a family with the other 3 people anymore.
Mother scolds her cuz of her younger sister.
Sister started the fight. The girl scolds her sister sucker and mother blames the girl for it and says the girl look down on everyone, shows no respect and think highly of herself.
What is the cause of this outcome?
The girl? Is it fully the girl's fault?
Now she thinks that her mother scolds her cuz from the beginning, her mother dislike her. She would continue disliking her.
As a girl, naturally would have menses.
She woke up at 12noon and didnt eat till 3.
She didnt want to eat. Hoping she would faint like before and never wake up again.
Her stomach was growling. Wanting food.
She couldnt stand it anymore. So she went out to the living room and eat.
As expected, no one cared about her.
No one talked to her.
Rather than letting the girl have her meal peacefully, her mother nagged again.
Repeating the whole cycle.
She doesnt blame her mother.
She still love her family.
She's just pissed and irritated sometimes.
Emotions took over her.
What exactly is the cause?
The girl? Idk...
The sister said 'why did you use my things?!'
The girl said 'There's 2 of it.'
Sister 'The other one is mummy's!'
Girl 'Sucker'
The sister complain to mother that the girl scold her 'sucker' again.
Mother came out of the room and scolded the girl.
Repeating the whole nagging session again.
Why is the mother ignoring the girl?
Even the father. Couldnt do anything.
But to add oil to the fire.
By scolding the girl.
She's a girl, same age as us. 14.
She doesnt deserve all these.
Why is the family treating her like this? She is only 14...
The girl cried 3 continuous days because of the mother.
Bet she doesnt know at all.
She's always sobbing in her bedroom by herself.
She told her friends.
They were there for her. Consoled her.
But the friends wont be there 24/7 for her.
She's trying to be strong.
She cant do what she wants now.
Everything had changed.
Hoping tomorrow would be a better day.
Hoping the family would talk to her.
Hoping she doesnt have to cry anymore.
No one knows exactly how she feels right now...
She's always hoping for the better.
She's envious of the laughters. By her family.
When they laugh, she's not there to join in the fun.
She's hoping this could stop and everything could go back to normal asap.
Before she sleeps, in her mind, it would only be -hope tomorrow would be a better day.