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Saturday, November 7, 2009

Family Portrait

A week passed, the girl was happy as the mother talked to her.
It was a simple conversation yet the girl felt really happy about it.
Mother 'Hey, i've helped you top up your card and bought concession. This holidays you kept going to school. So i bought it for you'
The girl didnt say anything. But she was happy that at least she felt that her mother still care.
She was really happy but dare not show out.
Weekends are approaching which means more problems as well.
Friday, mother got angry again.
The girl was using the computer and her mother came in and plug out the internet connection as the girl was supposed to bathe instead of using the computer.
Obviously, the girl tried to connect it back. Sadly, failed.
After many attempts(failed), she decided to give up and go to bed.
But she couldnt get to sleep. Her mother was scolding her indirectly.
She took out a notebook and wrote everything down.
Crying of course. She cried for an hour.
She didnt cry because of the computer but because of the disappointment in her mother and family.
She hope that everything would go back to normal and they could be as happy as before.
She felt that no one understands her. She was sad.
While she was crying, which was in the night, she felt hungry as she didnt have dinner.
But she dare not go out there and tell her parents.
She's wondering why her parents doesnt really care about her and are bias.
She's wondering in what way, would the parents show her care and love.
Must she be sick so that they would care?
Must she starve herself to the brink of death then they would care?
But the girl didnt think that much. She just hope tomorrow would be a better day.
She was sick afew days ago. She didnt tell anyone except her close friends.
She dare not tell her family members. Maybe they would just blame her for causing herself to be sick etc.
She was sufferring a lil as she had difficulties breathing. She was down with flu.
She wakes up in the middle of the night as she felt uncomfortable and had to breathe.
And yet, dare not tell anyone.
No matter how many devils there are, there would still be an angel.
Her aunt came to her and asked if she's feeling okay.
She didnt answer and just walk away quietly. She doesnt want to cause anymore trouble.
For a day, she didnt look at her mother. She didnt talk to her mother.
For a whole complete day.
As she cried in the night, she went to school the next day and her eyes were sore.
Seniors asked if she's alright.
She smiles and says yeah. Thinking, it would be better if she smiles in school and not tell anyone about it.
The family portrait, was left with only 3 people...


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